It's been a long four months. I graduated today and I feel completely empty. I worked my ass off, I built things I made a website, I made a GAME, but I feel like I've accomplished nothing. I feel like I just wasted my time even though this is something I've wanted for years! I made it through, I've learned everything I need to know in a field that I want to pursue, but there's a part of me that feels completely lost. I don't know what to do with myself. I want to be the web designer I did all this for, but I feel useless.
I thought about this all day and I think it's time I explain some things. I have been nothing but a disappointment for mo
Update for September 2019 - January 2020 by SoulSweets, journal
Update for September 2019 - January 2020
Hello my lovelies!
As I've mentioned before I'm starting cram school full time on the 23 of this month.
Thus I sadly will not be able to take anymore commissions, art trades, or customs till I graduate. All freebies will be worked on and finished at my own pace since I'll need to focus a bit more than normal schooling.
I suppose I should probably answer the big question though. XD
What am I going to school for?
Programming and Web design!
This has been a big dream for years, but due to financial trouble I was never able to attend regular college. Thanks to this saving grace of a cram school I'll be able to get all the schooling I need quickl
Current Residence: Benld, IL Favourite genre of music: Classic Rock Personal Quote: No one ever sells out their values, they just discover what their values realy are.
Favourite Movies
Harvey
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Led Zeplin or Pink Floyd, depending on my mood when asked.
I don't normaly bug people for these things, because I get enough such requests on stupid Facebook games. But I found a very cool adult monster collecting game, and I need 10 referals to unlock 2 of the puppets.
Wanrning, the game is 18+.
I used to love holding trivia contests in various online games, but as computers got better and the internet got faster it became common for people to just hop on google while they played and look up the answers.
A few days ago the creator of Billy vs Snakeman started a contest to identify the source of this quote. "The mind of man rests on a delicate balance between reality - the world of light, and the other darker world below the threshold of consciousness... and it is from this world of darkness which comes the evil destructive forces in man's nature."
The internet has failed, and the contest is still open. I realize this is a long shot
Last year the elementary school here in Benld was damaged beyond repair do to mine subsidence, and our small community needs all the help we can get to rebuild. Pepsi is offering $250,000 towards the new school, but only if we get enough votes to reach a top spot. voting is here:
www.refresheverything.com/bengilelementary
I know I don't have that many wathchers, but I'd appreciate it if even a couple of people voted.